What am I feeling right now? A whole bunch of aches around me making me feeling senseless, motionless. Nothing to aid but rather feeling hopeless and not-so-smart over the things that I have done. For whatsoever reason I did it, I couldnt have hope to get better than what I got now. Stupid and ridiculous. What have I been doing all the time? Going ahead aimlessly, having no sense of direction or perhaps I'm lost in my own direction. Steering in I dont-know-what direction, I feel so darn numb. As I thought things might somehow come my way, I was wrong and was proved wrong!! Questioning: What is LIFE all about? Exactly what is it all about if I couldnt walk the way I want to walk all along. It's horrible feeling like you've failed yourself and you had no strength to move on... I wanna go home.. back to my home sweet home. Cry to my bed and sleep thru the night. Whine back the clock, start from scratch. Resketch my life and live thru it again. God knows I'm sinful and as I pray for forgiveness over and over again, yet I still sin again. Im so so sorry...
Something about me which I find almost perfect ***
GEMINI WOMAN
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word 'Love' because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably. She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman. She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a 'Charm' for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess. She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.
~ wack me on the head if you seriously OBJECT.. ~
The day where Tenji is only in our minds. Woke up at 8 plus got ready, took off at 9.00 and we actually reached to Mont Kiara at 9.30a.m. It was so early that all you hear are birds chirping and see only empty roads. It wasnt that hard to get to Soho KL where the TENJI japanese buffet restaurant was situated. Somehow alot of blogs have been talking bout this place like crazy, as in people rushed in like its FREE. However, you wished. They have been doing this promotion where it counts by hour and they offer loads of really good food. So everyone haS been reserving their seats till they told me that its gonna be full house this whole month. I was then put into waiting list. HAHAHA by GOD's Grace we managed to squeeze in last minute cause we kept bugging the hostess to spare us place and too bad for those who came late.
the neverending crowd and we've waited like from 9.30 till 12 ?
. coconut for first appetizer .
lobster salad plus abit of octopus and some string which I dont know what is it called?
.best of all raw sashimis and oysters !!! .
. fat, plum juicy oysters awww .
.strawberry cake, sesame cheesecake, white chocolate cheese cake and apple streusel.
heavenly desserts..lots more to go......
brown sugar mochi.
last but not least, haagen daz ice-cream.
. and the melted ones .
BEST =)
